Moreover, I'm not well hung, at all - about 5 inches when erect but I have substantial issues getting and maintaining erections. But mostly it's physical - I'm skinny, weak, have hardly started shaving properly and don't have much body hair. This is partly down to my mental attitude - I like to think I'm a nice boy, brought up well, university educated and with a standard job. I used to fantasize about being a guy who could be that macho and dominate and abuse women in that way but quickly realised I couldnt. When I first started watching porn I very quickly got into rough porn, sites like or.
But up until the age of about 21 I was a very shy boy who had no self confidence, who still has low self-esteem and never knew how to get with girls. Click here to see Submissive Faggot's original blog post.